Saturday, June 18, 2005
no matter how much
you want something to be
it always doesn't happen
according to your plan
all i know is that a greater power
is wishing the best for us.
but what if i don't think that
it is something good for me?
what if i don't like it?
why do we always do something
and regret it?
even when we know it is wrong
in the beginning?
don't you just wish sometimes
that time would just stop
so that you can live
that moment forever?
why doesn't anyone appreciate
whatever they have
and always yearn
for something better?
when we lose something
it's only then that
we learn to treasure it
but it is already gone
we have people
loving and caring for us
but why don't we ever
appreciate it?
is it true that
humans never
think of the good things
but always of the bad?
friendships come and go
we might have
a best friend today
and a new one tomorrow
i know that changes
are good for you
but that doesn't mean
that i like them
things are not always
what them seem
as the saying
'do not judge a book by is cover'
my world is crumbling
it is as bleak as black and white
everything seems illogical
nothing seems in place
why do i
sound so depressed?
i don't know either so,
so long my friends.
[i know this is really messy and hard to read.
but i had nothing better to do]
xinru**
1:41 PM