Shadow

2005-07-23T17:08:00.000-07:00

to those people who actually read my blog.
i've switched to a new address.
http://me-grey.blogspot.com
okay? remember to change your links.
if you don't want, it's okay too.

2005-07-21T18:20:00.000-07:00

i give you a good piece of advice..
and that would be..
read "a series of unfortunate events"!!!
i tell you right,though it might seem stupid from the beginning that the Baudelaire orphans can be so unfortunate everytime, it's seriously a book you HAVE TO read. it's too good to miss. there's a sense of mystery in the book as to whether the story is really true, even though it IS classified as fiction. and especially when you read until book 5, you'll want to read it even more than before. very sad book, book the fifth: The Austere Academy. i've just finished reading it. almost cried.i'm seriously thinking of buying the series instead of harry potter. maybe BOTH! that is if i have te money... wish i did..

if you're thinking right now, "whatever.. i don't really care. I JUST CARE ABOUT MY HARRY POTTER!!" then too bad, cause you are missing a really really good book.

very [un]useful fact...

2005-07-19T17:46:00.000-07:00

did you know?
coins produced in 1997 are usually really shiny.

i don't know how after like 8 years of fingerprints through people passing it to one another plus dirt, dust etc. even coins produced at a later date like 2003 are not as shiny as the coins produced in 1997. i really think it's such a great deal lahs. what i deduce is that they didn't release the 1997 coins until recently. cuz i never really noticed them until like recently also. =D stupid logic right? yes.

never mind if you were not even interested. i just thought that maybe someone somewhere might want to know that's all.

2005-07-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

happiness never lasts.

"all things that make you happy will one day be taken away from you"
so why believe in happiness when it'll all become nothing in the end?"

2005-07-16T07:01:00.000-07:00

THE LONG AWAITED..
HARRY POTTER AND THE
HALF-BLOOD PRINCE
IS FINALLY HERE!!
THIS DATE, THIS TIME!!
ALL HP FANS REJOICE!!

2005-07-14T17:06:00.000-07:00

SONG DEDICATION OF SHUT UP BY SIMPLE PLAN..
..ON BEHALF OF ALL THOSE WHO HATE PAN LAO SHI
[though i didn't exactly seek their opinions, but i just want to do this lah okay?]

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time to criticize me
It seems like everydayI make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one You love to hate
But not today...

So shut up, shut up, shut upDon't want to hear IT
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my WAY
Step UP, step UP, step UP
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think your special
But I know & I know & I know & we know
That you're not
You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today

Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
And don't tell me what I should do
I don't want to waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

okay. i think that was really lame and that i will alsways let her get to my bad temper. but dunno about other people though. so whatever.

a RHYMING poem!!

2005-07-14T16:54:00.000-07:00

a RHYMING poem!!
[so exciting!!]

who should i believe?
and who should i not?
who can give me the answers,
i would like to know a lot.

oh man

2005-07-12T21:07:00.000-07:00

i love sleeping alot.
as in really a lot until i cannot even control my being when to sleep.
why oh why??
you won't understand if you never noticed me in class, be it diligence or j1g
trust me. i really don't wanna fall asleep.
sigh sigh sigh...

b'dae msg again

2005-07-12T21:00:00.000-07:00

two birthdays in a row.
shuang1 xi3 ling2 men2 arh??
so anyway, all i wanted to say was...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!!

though i know you won't see this cuz i know your mother doesn't allow you to come online. but never mind. i still like to announce to the world that it's your birthday. make them guilty that they never buy presents for you. =D

b'dae msg

2005-07-11T20:55:00.000-07:00

to a special fren called Rui Yi...
[dunno if you will see this but anyhows]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUI YI!!!

hope you like your presents and cards...
and you've had a happy happy birthday!!

2005-07-08T20:23:00.000-07:00

I STILL CANNOT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT TOMORROW IS POP LIAO!!!
time passes so quickly la!
our squad is not even freaking prepared for the POP item.
WHY??
i've tried my best..
but have they??
i guess i won't know the answer...
so anw, the whole point of this post is..

1 MORE DAY LEFT TO POP!!
haiz.. why like that??

just one of my blabber.

2005-06-30T21:52:00.000-07:00

oh my goodness.
everything is truly crumbling around me now.
last time that one was nonsense.
my group of frens is almost no group liao.
blue badge seniors are going.
nothing to look forward to anymore.
boring school life.
stupid teachers.
have to study extra hard.
i know this might not seem much of a hard life but to me yar.
sorry you have to listen to this crapping.

I HATE YOU!!!

2005-06-30T17:34:00.000-07:00

FREAKING PAN LAO POK!!! I KNOW YOU CANNOT READ THIS, SO TOO BAD!!

yesterday yuen sin was sick. she said cramp, but dunno what happened. so we (me and jacq) wanted to bring her to the sick bay during recess, hoping someone could actually like take care of her while we went back for lessons. so, what happened was, we didn't know how to go to the sick bay lor, then we called janice for qiao wei's no. to ask her. but then apparently janice knows where it is and then she brought us there lah. and shun bian called everyone except jesmine as she doesn't on her phone. and then, they told us they moved the sick bay together with the general office. to cut the long story short, we brought yuen sin to the new sickbay then, jacq went out to find pan, going to all the classes she teach and even the staff room. but still cannot find her. even tried to call her hp. BUT SHE DIDN"T PICK UP!!!!

and then what happened today?? what did she say?? WE didn't tell her!!!! i mean we couldn't even freaking find her!!!!! and then only now, she said SHE HAD A MEETING!!!!! AND THAT WE SHOULD GO AND FIND HER AT THE WHATEVER MEETING ROOM!!! I MEAN WE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW SHE HAD A FREAKING MEETING!!!! and she said what we shouldn't bring yuen sin to the sick bay immediately. HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO FREAKING KNOW THAT NO ONE WOULD BE THERE TO TAKE CARE OF HER!!! cuz it's so cold at the genral office. THEN ASK THE PPLE THERE TO PROVIDE A BLANKET LAH!!!! and she said we should call her parents first. FIRSTLY, WE THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS THERE AT THE SICK BAY TO TAKE CARE OF HER, THEN ANYHOW, HER PARENTS ARE STILL NOT FREE!!! SO IT DIDN'T REALLY MATTER IF SHE WENT HOME OR NOT, CUZ NO ONE WAS HOME TO TAKE CARE OF HER EITHER!!!

okay. so now, i think that maybe pan lao can see this. why? so that she can realise the stupid mistakes she made and WATCH HER WORDS THE NEXT TIME ROUND!! okay. felt much better that everyone in the world knows there's someone like panlao, so BLEHS...

THANK YOU!!

2005-06-28T18:13:00.000-07:00

hellos. there's a message for yuen sin and jesmine..

THANK YOU FOR THE PENS!!
never in my life will i expect anyone to give it to me!!
woots!
that you sacrificed your personal desires just to give me a b'dae present.

annette's (of sec one dee) hair reminds me of ziqin.
and qihang.
AHHS!!
i'm starting to think about it again!!

okay. nothing else to say

2005-06-27T22:07:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOODNESS ME LAH!! i cannot stop thinking about qihang lehs.. what's happening to me??!! nah. just kidding. but really cannot stop thinking about it lah, especially yuen sin's skit. woots to that!! must be too nice already[like yuen sin said]=D you know what?? only 3 people from our entire class population of 35 went for qihang!! the tickets were so cheap liao lor. some pple wanna go also cannot arh. humph!! actually supposed to be 5 la. janice's ticket got sold away by yuen sin cuz she couldn't give the time fast enough and francesca fell sick!! the ticket was utterly wasted. could have been used to give another person the chance to catch the marvellous show right? like for example...JANICE?? and the main 'male' character of yuensin's skit is from PL!! woots! PL rawks!! YAY!!

sigh. the good times pass so quickly and soon the new school term is starting again. sigh once again. we had to change time table.. now we have music. wonder who our music teacher is... *slip off into deep thought* i wonder what subject music's taking over? hmms. anyway. stupid pan lao go and tak the blank period for her own. i dunno if it was supposed to be hers, but still, I DON'T LIKE HER ANY MORE THAN LAST TIME NOW!!! haiz. wonder why are all our teachers like that.. and then, today, we got back the peer evaluation forms. and then, the teacher even commented that the people who failed us did a good job. cuz THEY WERE TELLING THE TRUTH!! oh wow. right. i really regret giving all the groups we evaluated so high marks esp. alison's group. should have been really really strict.. will hate those pple who failed us forever and will always feel like killing them when we actually do see them. xP

during jap, i heard that zi cao (janice's 'boyfren') and yuan xi (beatrice's half a 'boyfren') told janice's fren, "fucking bitch get out of my sight." WAH LAU!! GO AND DIE LAH!! i mean just cuz you wanna be 'IN' doesn't mean you have the right to call someone a fucking bitch all right. it hurts her feelings one okay. okay. so that's about all i have to say for today. buhbye.....

Qihang!!

2005-06-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

woot!! today's qihang was soo cool.

but then, but before that, jacqueline must be so spoil and come late. haiyo. and it's only me and her to xiang yi wei ming...=P cuz janice didn't have a ticket as she didn't know what time her np ends and in the end, when she found out she could make it, yuen sin sold the ticket away to another person liao. funny?? anyway, since we were late.. nono, i was early, but waiting for jac, i was late with her.. we missed the beginning which was the part where they showed you the process of the "making" of qihang. jac if you're reading this..

THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!! jkjk..

okay. the show was amazing la. it's like really alot of stories in one show? does that make sense? nvm. we were like making alot of comments during the show. okay, maybe not alot, but good enough. and then, during the break only did we realise we were sitting right in front of the teachers and the principals and pple la. we were really looking forward to yuen sin's performance la. she was one of the unimportant pple lah. and she looked really funny serious.. =)
oh and to yuen sin: now i know what you mean by she's really shuai already... shuai enough to make me gay... jkjk. dun take the second part seriously arh.. but she really did look like a guy lah.which i must say is soo cool.
and toward the ending hua hui pple were like singing their qihang song(?) and the hua hui song. and they sounded like they were having soo much fun. i wish i could be like that too. =D anyway, had to rush to church bcuz i totally forgot about it when i wanted to go.. haiz.. glad i went though.okok.. it's time for me to go liao. buh bye..

cutcutcut...

2005-06-23T15:52:00.000-07:00

today, i went to cut my hair!!
it feels so light now.
YAY!!
anyway, the hairdresser i went to was at amk central. there was this GUY working there.
i mean a GUY in a HAIRDRESSER??!!
he was the one that cut my hair.
it felt so weird.
never in my life has my hair been cut by a GUY!!
haiz. i think i'm making a mole's hill out of ant's nest.
or something like that.
but then, a guy working in a hairdresser, cutting females' hair, must be quite gay to a certain extent right??
nvm if you don't think so.
and then he sprayed water onto my hair like no one's business.
what about the SAVE WATER CAMPAIGN???
now that's really lame.
so, after cutting, when raking my fingers through my hair, lots of hair come out onto my fingers.
it looks as though my hair is all falling out.
but it's cuz he cut a lot of hair then never really 'rake' it out
amazed by how much i can write about one trip to the hairdresser's?
i am myself too. =p

2005-06-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

hihi...
today i've finally realised that..
MEN CAN BE REALLY BITCHY TOO!!!
or should i say doggy. =P
this is for Jesmine Tan Yanni

i'm like so dying.
why??
Tong Xin Yuan aka Portrait Of Home
is so freakingly shittified
AHHHH!!!
stupid show. don't watch it.
yet i'm still watching it.
i have a mental problem.
okay. i'm goin back to watch it.
buhbye..

2005-06-22T18:04:00.000-07:00

i've got nothing better to do.
than to blog REALLY excessively.
3 posts in a day?
how about that?
just can't concentrate on my hw.
why oh why??

so, anyway..
isawhimisawhimisawhimisawhimisawhim
mihsawimihsawimihsawimihsawimihsawi

okay this is bo liao.
so.. buhbye.

HELP!!

2005-06-22T13:49:00.000-07:00

if anyone out there is able to help me..
with what?
changing the colour of the navigation buttons..
that's not all.
also,
WHAT TO WRITE FOR MY ZHUO WEN??
i'm so at my wit's end.

i'm waiting...

2005-06-22T10:14:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!!

i totally can't wait for qihang la.
this is for you yuen sin!!
anyway, it was only recently then i cannot wait la.
i don't even know why myself.
maybe cuz then can see everyone again.
and maybe janice in her full-u...

i've been blogging about lame stuff recently..
so you can choose not to read it.
this IS for anonymous.

aiyah, whatever.
i got tons of homework undone
and i'm here blogging.
what's wrong with me??
okay. bye. =D

2005-06-21T20:30:00.000-07:00

some people are just so biarchified.
this is plain simple english.
if you don't understand,
too bad.

2005-06-21T11:00:00.000-07:00

okay. this is to tell everyout there. sorry if my posts are really gross and stuff. sincerely, sorry. i'm repenting. maybe i should delete them. i had nothing better to do la. i'm so freakingly sorry.
PS: this is NOT for the anonymous.

blehs..

2005-06-18T13:41:00.000-07:00

no matter how much
you want something to be
it always doesn't happen
according to your plan

all i know is that a greater power
is wishing the best for us.
but what if i don't think that
it is something good for me?
what if i don't like it?

why do we always do something
and regret it?
even when we know it is wrong
in the beginning?

don't you just wish sometimes
that time would just stop
so that you can live
that moment forever?

why doesn't anyone appreciate
whatever they have
and always yearn
for something better?

when we lose something
it's only then that
we learn to treasure it
but it is already gone

we have people
loving and caring for us
but why don't we ever
appreciate it?

is it true that
humans never
think of the good things
but always of the bad?

friendships come and go
we might have
a best friend today
and a new one tomorrow

i know that changes
are good for you
but that doesn't mean
that i like them

things are not always
what them seem
as the saying
'do not judge a book by is cover'

my world is crumbling
it is as bleak as black and white
everything seems illogical
nothing seems in place

why do i
sound so depressed?
i don't know either so,
so long my friends.

[i know this is really messy and hard to read.
but i had nothing better to do]

2005-06-17T16:18:00.000-07:00

HELLO!! i'm like finally back!!

had jtc the day directly after i came back from church camp!!
had so much fun!!

and then, today i received news from jesmine saying everyone in st john doesn't like us!! wahhhhh!! ='( i'm so sad!!

i also haven't finished my homework at all. i've just completed one piece, namely reflection on descriptive writing text type. i was like so stressed up just now when i saw that yuen sin completed so much more than me.

yes.. so this post is only to liven up my blog abit since i see that it's really really dead...... yeps. so bye..

2005-06-05T15:06:00.000-07:00

this post is specially dedicated to the 'anonymous' that has been tagging my blog.

i really cannot stand this anymore!!! in any case for the benefit of those people who come to my blog and don't see my tagboard,

THERE'S THIS STUPID ANNOYING PERSON WHO CALLS HIM/HERSELF 'ANONYMOUS' THINKING IT'S REALLY SECRETIVE AND ALL AND SPAMMING MY TAGBOARD WITH HIS/HER CRAPPING, OBVIOUSLY NOT READING AND UNDERSTANDING THE DISCLAIMER AND WHAT I SAID TO HIM TO GET LOST!!!!

okay great. now i'm sick. plus the ulcers. is that enough pain for you mr/ms/mrs/mdm anonymous? my stupid nose has been running with blood and mucus at the same time la. you have no idea how much suffering i have to go through. and if you think it's gross then too bad, cuz can you think of any words to replace blood and mucus that has to be able to flow from your nose and make the whole sentence sound nicer? no right. oh. if you can, please tell me. i would really like to know. and i have a really sore throat that everytime i swallow my saliva[this applies to the previous sentences too] there's this feeling that something is blocking my throat. i dunno what to do anymore.

HELP!!!

i'm like so sick, i think i could die. xP
nah.. won't die that easy. =D

and i thick the reason i'm sick is because of this stupid anonymous that brings bad luck. yep. that must be the problem. and i think anonymous posted on su wenn's blog before la. causing her to change her url or somthing like so. haiz. i really hate the person who invented the word anonymous.

and if "anonymous" was nice and friendl, maybe i wouldn't have minded. but the way he/she phrases the sentence, you can tell that his/her 'tone' is the rude kind of 'tone' that's exactly why i hate 'anonymous' soooooooooooooooooo~ much. and if you wanna see the 'conversation' that has been going on, please click on the "tagged" button to get to my tagboard. phew! i feel so much better after the venting.

here's a line which i took from a song i think it's really nice. [to me la okay?]
"sailing down the river. watching the world go by."
i think the feeling of being in that boat would be really nice.

so with this, i end my post. see you around.

i'm in sooo~ much pain..

2005-06-03T10:44:00.000-07:00

to yuen sin...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUEN SIN!!
this time for real.... =)

actually i wanted to post this yesterday, but my sister was using the computer, talking to her fren. haiz.. anyway,

I'M TOTALLY IN SOOO~ MUCH PAIN!!!

haiya. i have like so many ulcer that i've ever had before.
one whole row on my lower lip
one in a deep corner of my mouth
and one on the wall of my mouth

i've like tried everything liao la.
i've put salt [which hurt like hell]
then i've drank some cooling drink
and some chinese powder

AND IT'S STILL NOT WORKING!!

why must God do this so me??!!
[no offense though]

okay. now i'm feeling much better after complaining..
bye.=D

[sorry that you've to spoil your perfect/already spoilt eyesight reading this]

2005-06-02T17:36:00.000-07:00

oh man.
i totally refuse to believe that any of this is true.
AHHHH!!
why must everything crumble around me???
why oh why?
everytime i believe in something, it is always not true.
why does life have to be like that?

life isn't what it always seems to be.

okay. i'm totally rambling.
remember: the grass is not always greener on the other side.
even if you think it might be.
and it seems so.
even if you don't know the meaning,
just remember the isolated line above.
okay. this is xinru here. bye.

HELLO!!

2005-06-01T03:04:00.000-07:00

hi. watched miss universe yesterday and it was so damn cool la. anyway,

MISS CANADA WON!!

this is for you louisa. if you're reading that is.
i personally preferred dominican republic [is that how you spell it?] to win. that girl is prettier la. =D
anyway. yup very cool though it's like singapore just go there for nothing. didn't even get into top 15. lan la. i hope singapore will get into finals one day.
okay. that's about all i have to say. see you next time. and sorry you have to endure my moment of crappiness. =)

oh..

2005-05-31T15:56:00.000-07:00

oh man. i tell you what.

POP is nearing soon and the seniors would be stepping down. the blue badge seniors are so nice lor. it's not fair. i only got to spend 1/2 a year with them.. i dunno what would happen as the grey badge pple take over!! what am i gonna do?

before POP there's JTC. yesterday was going to army market with my group's seniors lor. they were like complaining about last year's JTC and how bad it was la. i tell you ar. it's gonna be damn tough lor. i think will be fun to a certain extent too la. =) han xu is so totally gonna cry during the camp. i don't think our batch's first JTC will be that bad cuz the blue badge pple are so nice la. dunno if they will be during the camp too. i guess not though. yeps so maybe i will cry too. =D nope i can survive till the last day.........

okie. short but full of emotion. bye.=P

my apologies..

2005-05-26T22:07:00.000-07:00

sorry people. i haven't been posting lately as i had to write my diary. it's more impt. and then everything it's so mad. now, i'm in the middle of doing science expression of thoughts and then i'm so great and come specially just to apologise to you'll. =) i promise i'll try to write someday. i may not be posting anytime soon la, i guess. i dunno. and..

THE HOLIDAYS ARE COMING!!!

so excited. but still got hol hw to do.. haiz.. nvm. i'm gonna try to have as much fun as possible. it might be the last time before my life goes crazy again. okie. signing off now. my apologies. byebye.

what i feel. song

2005-05-22T13:03:00.000-07:00

i dunno if this song does apply to anyone, but it sure does to me. at this point of time... okay, i posted this because i think it has been a long time since the last update. okay, so read the lyrics...
hope you enjoy it.
[sorry i cannot provide the music for you. can go try to download or something.]

Title: Have You Ever
Artist: Brandy

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever
Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything
To make them understand
Have you ever had someone
Steal your heart away
You'd give anything, oh
To make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
Oh
Have you ever found the one
You dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything
To look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one
You've given your heart to
Only to find that one
Won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait
For the day when they will care
[chorus]
Have you ever loved sombody
(So much)
So much
(Makes you cry)
Makes you wanna break down and cry
(Somethin' so bad)
So, so bad
(Sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't
(Come out right)
Oh, have you ever
Have you ever, ever, ever
What do I gotta do to get you in my arms, baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand
How I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
Cause baby, I can't sleep
[chorus]
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you (have you, have you ever needed) ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever, ever, ever
Oh, have you ever

so, it has come to a sad end.. hoped you've enjoyed yourself!!
go! shoo! think about the lyrics ya..

hello.

2005-05-15T22:32:00.000-07:00

it has been more than one week. erm. this is just to say that i have placed the links in alphabetical order. no one answered to my tag so, i just decided to do it anyway. i see everyone else's all in alpha order so yeps. and, and do you'll want it in like categories or is this just fine. categories so that it would be easier for you to find the person you want and you'll know if it's the right person you're looking for. okie.

and yesterday i stayed at jac's house to complete the english board/card game. actually, we just about finished liao la. then, they just wanna stay lor. haha. if we didn't slack in the afternoon, we would have finished la. and poor yuen sin has to suffer with us procratinators. heehee. also, jesmine, jaqueline and yuen sin hurt their LEFT big toe, thumb and thumb respectively. haha. so funny. only me and janice weren't hurt. was expecting it tho.

YAYY!!! i've learnt how to play bridge!!! actually it's like damn easy la. why didn't i learn it before? haiz.

okay, gonna end here.. byebye..

ST JOHN'S!!!

2005-05-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

okay.. so whenever i post on friday, it has to be about st john's. i can't help it! so ya. anyway, i was saying... ST JOHN'S!! today was a rainy day. we were like we didn't know where to assemble la, forum or new specs stand. then okay. today only sec 1s and 2s [sec 3s day off cuz their chinese exam cuming.-__-" diao then sec 4s got napfa. coming back later.] then, we finally decided go forum la. so there was 1 standing broad jump mat still there then the sec 2s were like trying it out la. [dunno why either. their napfa over liao -__-" ] then mr ho had to come along and was like [disclaimer: all that i quote from others is all same meaning though the words are not the same]" are you'll having your napfa today. if you are then you have to report to the hall [cuz rainy day]" then so funny la. cuz they were like sec 2s la. then mr ho was quite confused as jesmine told him that "they are practicing" HAHA!! okay. since sec4s not here, sec 3s also, so left only us lower sec. haiz... must wait for sec 4s to come back lor. then we all have to do a pratice first aid test. ahhh!!! so hard la. gonna die liao. okay, it's only a practice. okay. then we had to do like so many rounds for pt la. dunno what got into the sec 4s in-charge. it's a strain on my legs leh. s'more yesterday i siao siao go and do 500 skipping [rope] [ and ya la. got interval. then you think i that superb ar?] also did pumps. on the wet wet ground. wahh!! my pants wet liao. then when running, my shoelaces dropped. wahh!! also wet liaoz. =( and then had one whole hour of footdrill!! [actually, i think it was more than an hour leh] siaoness. my legs hurt like hell after that la. i mean standing around all day with my legs hurting already. then actually, stephanie was in charge of us la. then she asked us if were tired and wanted a break. everybody said yes, only i was like no! haha... then she gave us 10 min break telling us not to tell anyone. but it was like quite obvious as we were just sitting there doing nothing. anyway, our break went on for more than 10min [i think] then after the sec 2s were done with their footdrill session, wen xu called us to fall in. " now it's our time to be tortured" someone said. and also, jesmine was like saying " today, anna's belt so high ar." as she had been harping on that anna and the oic's [cai yi ling] belt got cut since yesterday's spotcheck. okay. so ya. today footdrill without yingxuan there was so fun!! hahaha. i don't like her anymore liao. okay. don't feel like typing liao. oh ya. last note. july 1st we got holiday for doing so well in the syf with 7 golds for after so many years. yea!! but maybe not that happy as it's a friday!! no fair!! i want cca!! wahhh!! bye-bye.

2005-04-30T23:06:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!! i'm SOOO happy!!! i've finally changed my layout!!! my call for distress was answered by the person closest to me! haiz... never expected it! omg! i feel so lame! this post is like sooo filled with exclamation marks! actually, you know how my sister managed to do it?! as some of you with sharp eyes can see, it's actually quite the same as the last one! if you even noticed that is... yup! so, happy days! long weekend! can sleep late on sunday! can watch a fab indian movie! be sure to catch it! arts central, 9pm on sunday!! it's kind of a blockbuster in indianised terms... anyway, yester day i only slept at 2 am plus! i didn't want to sleep actually, only i had nothing to do! no one chat to me! so sad! i haven't finished homework! and soo many projects! so many different groups! arghhh! not enough time to meet up with everyone! due in weeks 7-9! die liao! then when we meet up finally, we slack! what kind of nonsense is this! all fail one la! ahhh!! so late liaoz!! good night
signing off FRANTIC!!!!

sports day!!!

2005-04-29T00:27:00.000-07:00

okay... this post might not be as long as the others, but, it would lift up my blog's mood alot -- actually to some pple only la-- but still, it's a happy event..

today, the 29th april 2005, is the happiest day i have ever experienced. i think that might be an exaggeration, but whatever. so, today's sport's day was really fun. no school in the morning!! yea!! can sleep in!! okay.. to the point. started off quite sianly. was like 'the props suck' and 'why must paint on the face?' okay. that was all gone later, when the races started. i was like so totally enthu and cheered like hell la. i got a sore throat but still kept cheering la. stupid of me right? it's like i just cannot help it one lor. seeing people around you so enthu then you cannot help but feel the same. now, i have a sore throat. haiz.. people do stupid things for their houses sometimes. i was with isabella la. she's a very nice person to be with. she gives you alot of things to laugh and be happy about. when they had this combined cheer routine [by all the houses' cheerleaders], she and i ran all the way to the 2nd storey just to see it la. erm... quite stupid as by doing that, we missed quite abit of it. so much fun running around and stuff. and later, at the end, the final of the prize presentations, we had won all the relay races [including teachers' race] in the top 3 la! woohoo! so happy la. then, when it came to stuff like family dance, cheer routines, and individual awards and stuff, we did win, only a few. soo sad you know. we won soo much in the relay thingy then suddenly all dampened by this. then when announcing the overall championships, alot of hope was lost liao as spirits were dampened alot la. haiz... sad just thinking back on it. when announced that blue was 2nd, everyone in the yellow contingent cheered like hell. why? cuz only blue could catch up with us. and if they got 2nd... IT MEANT WE GOT 1ST!!! so happy and screamed. ahhh!!! anyway, to end this happy day, i have a funny event. the sports day ended with singing the national and school song. then there were these few boys on the hockey pitch la. they were still playing when the melody of the national anthem was being played la. and you know what they were playing with? they were like kicking a waterbottle around. like was that very fun or what? until didn't know that they had to sing the national anthem? okok.. then there were these npcc girls in front of us la. then me and isabella were like copying what they were doing. it was like damn funny la. okay.. gotta end here. bye.

frenships and stuff like that...

2005-04-21T21:48:00.000-07:00

hello... today my topic of disscussion is on relationships, which of course includes frenships la. yups. do you go thru many frenships problems? sure you do. what about losing "people who seemed like your best fren" frens and making new "best" frens? everyone surely has been thru that. i jus wanna say that it's quite sad that you lose your best frens. do you feel that way too? maybe when were young, we didn't exactly know how to treasure frenships, but as you grow older, do you look back at the times which you've spent with your ex-best-frens? sometimes, you lose the frenship in between you as you've not come into contact for a long time. but, if you do make an effort, you can actually have still have them as your frens. i have an example. mine of course. i had this really 2 best frns in pri 3. that time, we didn't have cca yet right, do when we were talking together, then we would say that we would go to the same cca and stuff. i tell you something, that was foolish thinking on our part. i think when we changed classes in pri 4, we suddenly just stopped talking to each other. and it was not gradual, it was totally abrupt. i guess they would have made new frens and i was of no use anymore. not really, but ya. i also made new frens la, but, i will always remember that we were once best frens la. i wish that we could stay as frens 4eva, but that's impossible. one of my so-called best frens, when we stopped talking, she totally don't want to look at me at all la. i mean she just keeps avoiding. i must say, i also did avoid her, but i just became fed up with it and didn't care less.it's quite sad when realationships like this come to an end don't you think? and also, we did not go into the same cca. like duh. i can even still remember my best frens frm p1 and 2. kindergarten you ask? too young liao. and i have a bad memory. i only remember significant stuff. even now, me and my frens from my pri school which went to other schools, i'm like having lesser topics to talk to them about and trust me, we would gradually drift apart. i feel so sad and do not want such a thing to happen la. but it's almost inevitable. *sigh* in my class now, i have a fren whom i did talk to quite alot in term 1. we were in the same cca and jap class la. but when school reopened, she just suddenly stops talking to me. it's quite sad you know. i didn't even know what had happened. was it something that she hated about me? or what? i really wish i could read people's minds at times. then i would know what they are thinking about me, instead of talking behind my back. you know what i mean? what makes it worse is that i have to see her everyday, during cca and also durind 3rd lang. she's sitting right besides me and now, i have no one to talk to during jap lesson anymore. so most of the time i just talk to myself. pathetic right? i know. okay. but it's also quite amazing how frenships can form so quickly that you don't even remember when you first talked to your "new fren". i'm always like that. actually, i wished i do belong to a group more. haiz. too bad for me. i'm those kind who is just part of every grping like that la. just like [almost] everybody's fren. to have a group which you cab really belong to right, it's relly good. you can be like really close to them. though you may not tell them your deepest darkest secrets, but still, you can share your stuffs.actually, i do have a group. that has followe dme throughout my life. betcha can't guess it. let me tell you the group members of my [special] group... me myself and i. sorry if it's so anti-climax. so anyway, just a last word in all of this frenships stuff. the person that you've known for [almost] all your life, might not exactly be your bestest fren in this world.i've two peeps in my life whu're like that. one since p1, one since babies? i dunno. so ya.
alwaes remember: frenships are like the sea. it is ever-changing.

I HATE YOU!!!

2005-04-14T19:33:00.000-07:00

there are many people in my life that anyone would love to hate... just spend a week in my class and you'll know... i don't care if these people are able to see this or not... the whole point is I DON"T CARE!!! first one... i shall talk about my form teacher... she's so damn fake one la... haiz... give you a piece of advice kay? be careful of what you wish for... i wanted a chinese form teacher last year cuz i totally hated ms siew right from the start la... then you know right, primary schools most of the subjects is form teacher teach one right? ya, so as you would already know, having a chinese teacher meant that you only saw her during chinese and cme and extra stuff right... and all your other teachers were for each subject... so you had different teachers... to me that used to be like sooo cool... but now i'm experiencing it in secondary school life la... and ya, it's still really cool... okay... so i did get my wish... but it was kinda redundant now... anyway... her name's pan ying hua lao shi... pan for short... and her nick name is pan lao pok... sounds gross right... it's meant to be... tai shi he ta le... she's like sooo unreasonable la... i mean cassandra and i failed la... i just got one more mark than her la... then why she only call cass... i mean this is a total warped view of her la... haiz... i have like tooo many stuff to say le... it's like you can prepare to slauter her every single day la... next... is my new science module - physic's teacher... mrs khong... i think i've mentioned this before... they [the pan and her] can be total good frens ar... both sooo fakey one... hate teachers like that... haiz... ming zhen ku ar... next up is hilary of sec one d... not pei though... i'm like sooo angry that i don't even care anymore... i don't know whether i should like her or not... hai... i mean when i first started to talk to her, it was during one of the long talks during orientation and we totally hit it off lor... and now, she's like chuchu zhen dui wo one la... she's alwaes saying about my bad point and sometimes, when she's thinks she's only saying these things for fun right, she doesn't realise that people have feelings and i'm a person too la... i mean what happens when people say these things to her... anyway... forget her...

this is =xinru=... signing off in misery and pain... hope to see you soon... i guess

ARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

2005-04-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

hi... this is sat but ya... abt fri... i only wanna talk about cca can? very lazy... wooo... i love st john's... [with some exceptions of course]... so, first was first aid... i totally suck at it lor... i mean my slings are all failures... arrrgghhh... oh, but the kind ai/c decided to help... yea!!! -__-" okayy... wateva[to me]... haha... and for once i was called up for their demo... you know... quite shocked and i didn't exactly know it was me and thought it was the person behind me... once again... okay... then we took measurements for sj uniform... and i din't know ser min's shoe size was so big... even without her thick socks... i mean it's bigger than mine... nvm about that... so then it was pt[physical training... we played b[asket]ball... year ones only... great... we finally get to PLAY the game... and in our half, we had two ma'ms with us la... so then they played then one of them said that no rules in the middle of the game la... then ee shan [tried to be funny] and started to ask our team to not play by the rules la... then our level head [the other ma'm] got angry and took the ball out of our hands and was like " do you want to continue playing"... in really really fierce tone la... we got terrified like hell la... anyway... after that... they din't play with us anymore la... but i still enjoyed it nonetheless... and after that break... the npcc gurls [year ones] were jogging la... then our frens there ma... then we tease them a bit also will die like that... tt cuz when xingxuan came down then she was like "sec ones, stop teasing your frens"... haiz... kui wo hai na me chong bai ta... anyway, was footdrill shi also the same thing one la... she chose the grp which has the better pple... i mean if she wants to be the i/c of footdrills, then she must have patience to teach until we are perfect right... i mean it has only been a few weeks la...then she expects our marching to be perfect lor... okayy... maybe the standard really is high... my fault... then we were like frinedly kind of challenging each other la... [i don't think it is even counted a challenge lor... they just say it is only la]... then yingxuan was like "you'll are a squad. how can you'll challenge each other. and i ask you'll to practice and you'll spent 1/2 the time talking..." you get the drift... yup... very angry with her liao la... oh ya... 4got to sae... when first fall in right... i had 5 pumps cuz i had no button on my belt la... [i was used to it le... cuz evrytime is anna check one ma... and she nvr give me pumps at all...] and ser min didn't get any even tho she also didn't have any button... i guess it's cuz it's not my first time ba... anyway... ser min was sooo smug la... humph... blah... what ever... ihad to go slp liao la...good night every1 out dere...

-nah.lazy-

2005-04-07T21:07:00.001-07:00

hello... blah... so anyway... i just wanted to let you know... tuesday [this week] we had storytelling la... first time our class was so united la... i mean we were like siao one la...cheering... haha. also...WE GOT INTO THE FINALS!!! YEAH!!! okayy... wateva [to me]... so, about yesterday... busy writing about wed on thurs that i had no time la... sorry... i know very mah fan... so anyway... thurs... had pe la... then sooo fun la.. started on softball... [btw... if you didn't know, jacqueline's so-called boyfriend's cca is softball]... i'd never had so much fun in my life... i think that's exaggerating la... but wateva... had this captain's ball game, modified to be a softball practice game la... so you caught with your gloved hand and threw with your other hand la... then must transfer ball right... then jacqueline too nervous liao la... then the first time she got it then it was like she threw it with her gloved hand la... which was like soo damn funny la... hahahahahahaha... you get the idea... so ya... the opposing team was like totally un-united one la... so mr ho kan dao hen xing ku [i guess] then went to join their team la... even with him as kao shan, they still lost... like 12 to 3 or sumthing... 12 being our team of course... actually, it's just they [qiao wei & yu qing] playing between themselves... have to admit their partnership IS good... so yupyup... qiao wei was like damn good at catching the ball lor... haiz... wish it were me... hmmz... then b4 school ended there was 3 [3!!!] periods of maths... AHHHH!!! so sian ji buah... anyway... since history, me and cassandra have been hosting our own little msn messenger... on paper that is... then she's like siao siao one la... i mean during math la... hah... it's like 3 periods sitting in class... so sian... so anyway... after school 2dae, went to cheng fen's hse to do the history project... didn't really do anything there but still got started on the write-up... i mean, 2 hrs just to get STARTED on the write-up.. we were mostly like just playing a fool there la... like we went there actually to play like that... yaa... that's about all remember... today's actually fri... but the date is thurs' and the time is today's... byee... till later...

school life...bleh...

2005-04-06T22:09:00.000-07:00

wanted to write yesterday... no time i guess... and ya today's thurs le, but i just buit the date as wed but time as today's when i wrote it... anyway... during assembly ar... ms choo was like she totally admitted she murdered!!.. a cockroach... haha la... although she's not buddist and everything, still... cruel and all... blah... and also mrs cheong... she's totally deaf and indifferent one la... i mean she was sharing her reflections on pope john paul II and she like heard the bell and she didn't care about our lessons one la... and we ended up missing 1/2 a period of dance lar... blahblah... also, then physics later... stupid mrs khong[i don't care if the people i mention see this blog anymore...]she's like damn [it] fake la... she was like[extracted] " i know someone posted something on the forum. i'm not very into it and i didn't know until one of my colleagues[most likely candidate... pan lao pok] told me. i hope you would not do thids and instead of letting the whole school know, you can settle it in between ourselves. and the forum is for suggestions and not complaints. and the quantifier 1/4 of the class was used. is it just an exaggeration or what? if you wish, the 1/4 of you or the person who posted it could see me after class" okay... so she just continued talking for very long even after the bell has gone... i guess she knows it's recess thus she don't care... she just like mrs cheong one leh... and also, after recess, was higher chinese lor... wah lao... it totally makes my blood boil la... pan lao pok was like sooo damn fake la... why? you wanna know why? because the vp is coming to inspect the lesson lor... but honestly... thought it was mrs goh bee hoon[fried noodles] when i first heard it... okay... so, the lesson... firstly, the things she said in class for the first ever time, were like totally related... i mean, with mrs cheong there, i don't believe she can give a "civics and moral education" lecture again... yups... for the first time, a real lesson, though i was like shuddering... and also, all those people that she called up were people good in chinese... you tell me keh[fake] not? although i don't exactly think that cheng fen whom she called up was like good in chinese but i think she was called cuz she wasn't exactly paying attention but doodling in her notebook... haiz... my life is sooo ku lor... and also... i think my relationships[as in frenships] cum and go... talk about that the next time... and i don't exactly have the same people whom i talk to in term one... wateva la... sorry...

2005-04-03T13:29:00.000-07:00

hello everybody who might be reading this... oh... you know what's new... ST JOHNS ROCKS!!!! okayy... i'm even a little frightened of my sudden outburst... what say it's like half true la... i love st johns now... though i'm not very sure why? i probably hate it later again... the sec 4 seniors are gonna be leving i guess after the june sch hols... hmm... come to think of it ar... quite saddening... although they are not the nicest people in the world la... you know what i mean... but still will have some gan qing one right... nvm... erm... this week's st john ar... was actually quite good la... i mean we had interaction time and the seniors are actually very nice la... the fierceness is surface, have to do that stuff... ya know... great... you know the guyish ex ma'm... she came back on fri la... but nothing la... just walking around and stuff... she was wearing sch uni this time lor... then, yepz... it's a skirt la then?! hmmm... doesn't look right somehow... then there's this other guy lor... then i was like "is he a guy or gurl la"... i mean after last week, you can't be sho sure after all right? you should know what i mean... but ya.. he's a true guy... haha... you know shirley right, she's alwaes talking bad about st johns la... alwaes complaining... but ya noe wad... she's said to be good at footdrills and stuff... haiz... why? rachel maybe is gonna quit st johns for dance... yepyep... blahz... nth much to sae? this is wu liao anyhow post one la... byee...

2005-03-30T20:42:00.000-08:00

hmmm... today in jap class, i fell asleep la... and i didn't even know i had fallen asleep until i woke up... then the teacher caught me la... so embarrasing... everybody knew la... anyway also got another girl... but she got reason that she had heats today... i leh... had no reason at all la... i was actually listening to the teacher talk one la... haiz... what is happening to me? i like fall asleep unwillingly... i really don't wanna slp in class one leh... but... ya, you get the point... then all the teachers don't like me... wahhhhhh!!! okayy... anyway... today had storytelling la... then i didn't know it was today lor... i actually wanted to find another story cuz my story is like just repeating itself lor... so damn dumb la... then i was like damn nervous la... wasn't shaking with my usual stage-fright shiver though... g8... then cheng fen was like "i thought the story was not going to end"... so bad right... yupz... then today also got physics la... so irritating... i mean the teacher la... we don't understand the prefix thingy our fault ar?! then she at one point was some more like threatening us like that... haiz... shen me lao shi ar... can kill her you know... i think everybody also don't like her lor... humph... then tracy, when it was recess liao then she still talk on, taking up our recess time, saying what still got time la.. so damn angry... higher chinese had to read the newspaper la... then i was reading one article then i was like half asleep la... haha... whatever... don't really care lor... also, we also had a large grp debate then was abit of an arguement thingy lor... then stupid lao shi say that it's so informal... then only focus on one point la... i mean, it's not like it's the real kind of thing la... IPW... had to do a survey thingy... anyhow do one la... ya... then after school stayed back in class to do hw la... then cheng fen and rui yi were also there... then i tell you ar... cheng fen is damn nonsensical one la... haiz... why am i surrounded by lamers? great, just great... okay la... today, the monitors got their tie... cool! i want one too... if it wasn't that the pattern [although not that obvious] was so dotty... hmmm... when i just wanted to go out of school liao, then it started to rain la... it was like WTH la... fen ming zhen dui wo la... okay, then yups...go there like damn early lor... okay, i think i wrote too much.. anyway, in this post, i really wanna commend someone la... she so shows gurl power la... if only i was like her... *starts to daydream*......*snap*... okay... that was like so lame... also, on my way home, the sky seemed so hazy... though i dunno why... i think must be the smoke from some fire in our neighbouring countries la... earthquake also, haze also... everytime like that one leh... why can't we just keep our peace... is God punishing us? nvm... that's all... yupz... till next time...

stuff...

2005-03-29T17:11:00.000-08:00

hello everybody out there... wanted to publish yesterday but cuz doing [stupid] dnt folio... some more had 3rd lang la... slept so late... actually only at 11 la... jac slept at 1am la... wouw... she said today that yeterday her sister felt a tremor of the earth la... so scary... and i also heard tracy say she did too la... is s'pore gonna hav an earthquake soon? is our peace gonna be distrupted? haiz... the world is coming to an end and no one can stop it la... so anyway, as i was saying... yesterday... i was on my way to the 3rd lang centre right, then at the amk central bus-stop there waiting for 162... taking its time as usual... then suddenly there was this woman, who was almost yelling le, she kept saying her daughter is missing... going "has anyone seen a little girl around here?"... it was quite obvious she wasn't there as the bus-stop was quite empty by then... i tell you ar... i was so damn irritated by her la... she keeps saying her daughter is missing and that she's not joking la... cuz everybody was staring at her as though she was a mad woman... i mean who'd joke about something like that? and it was obvious as she was holding a school bag... ya so anyway... as i was saying... i know she is not joking la... but she's unwilling to describe the girl and stuff so how are we supposed to anwer her ar... -_-" i would have shouted at her if i was brave enough la... but ya... i was not... so, after a while since she started yelling, my bus came liao la... so i dunno what happened lor... wished i knew... anyway... i saw a school girl wearing a red t-shirt la... without bag... went up on the bus by herself... didn't see her mother or what la... so i dunno.. cuz as soon as i saw her go up the bus then i went back to reading my book... she kinda fot the decription of her being "a little girl"... yup...
okay... today... had this stupid finals thingy la... 800m la... can die one leh... i mean i didn't even wanna run that la... they just choose from the timing from the 1.6 run in p6 lor... i should have just said my timing was 12 min la... haiz... didn't think abut it that time ma... then stupidly say lor... i'm more of a shorter distance runner... wadever... i'm like damn angry lor... never mind i thought... then i went running la... so... i didn't go that well la... of course... i think all the track mid-d runners all there la... how'd you expect me to win lor... anyway... by the end of the 1st round i was already out of breath and almost dying la... i mean i just didn't want to be last... was that too much to ask for? hai... i wasn't last... i was the 11th, out of 13 pple... now that's not that good... but i wan't last... yea! wadeva... at the last 1oom, i was practically pushing myself forward... i knocked into the person in front me la... i was like really scared i will be disqualified... i dunno why either... i thot i wanted to be out... i was actually quite disappointed at the end of it lor... i could have been 10th la... but i let the person in front of me blocking my way lor... nvm la... same... so ya... after the whole thing, my legs were like gonna break la... tong si le... then, walking down the slope to bus-stop, there were people cutting the grass with those razor things... the, it gives out such toxic gas la... i breathed it in then my throat felt like it was burning up la... then i also not enough water liao la... hmmm... the world is filled with toxic stuff la.. and we are like consuming it everyday lor... yupz... i think it's very long le... and your eyes must be aching... even if not, my fingers are breaking... hey, that rhymes... anyway... bye for now... i'll be back...

somethings you would like to read about...

2005-03-26T18:02:00.000-08:00

do YOU believe in ghosts? i mean the idea of ghosts seems quite real to all all of us though we know exactly it does not exist... or does it? i dunno about you but to me it's really as such... everybody tells me it's not real... don't need to be scared... but somhow i just can't forget about it no matter how i convince myself... i guess it's just how i think... i made up a lot of sitations in my mind abut when ghosts woud come out la... to scare myself... like for example i would think that when i flush the toilet, then you know it would have a very loud flushing sound, then i would think that attracts the ghosts and they would come out of the toiletbowl... so i would wash my hands first then flush it last la... then ince i flush then i run out of the toilet... i know it's kinda dumb la, but still... i just cannot help it la... now i still do think about it sometimes... i scare myself all the time... actually, while i'm scared on one hand... i think i wanna see them la... as in those nice ones and not those bloody ones they show on tv and in movies... i don't think it will ever happen but ya... one can dream...

also... Questions about the Bible and reality... why did he just create life on one earth and not on other planets? i mean he createdthe other planets for what if nothing is to be there? and ya... you know how scientists say that dinosaurs lived millions of years ago when no one was even living? then how's it possible that God created the earth in seven days only? i know that the scientists should be wrong as the Bible should be correct right... but i really wanted to know... i mean the scientists don't just say things blindly right... surely there's got to be some reasoning behind it all la... so my sunday school teacher said... one God day may be a few million years and such... you might have heard such a logic somewhere right? so.. i guess that'a the only way ba... i dunno... i'm not exactly convinced yet... and the popular qs... which came first... the egg or the chicken? what do you think... it's hard to tell as it is forever in a cycle and that cycle started even before we were born... i read a news article recently... it says the egg came first... why? cuz of some genetic thingy... like you know they mix breed and stuff... it kinda makes sense... iut according to my logic... the chicken should by right have come first la... why? cuz you know God created the earth and all the living beings we now see right... so the chicken should have come first then it can lay eggs reproduce...

okay... i think this post is too long le... i'll continue the next ime ya... byee... for now...

2005-03-25T21:43:00.000-08:00

okay... so i started this blog to complain about someone... but my zhe say best not to complain cuz once the person finds out... i'm like sooo dead... anyway... dun care la ... just hope she does NOT find out lor... i'll just make it brief... i got this ex-madam in my cca la... she came back on thurs lor... i'm like so damn pissed with her la... she's like so guy one la... at first i didn't noe she was actually a he... well don't blame me... everyone in the sec one squad also thought so... or so i thought... anyway... everything about her is guyish you know... the clothes, hair, specs, voice, watch even... ya... so it was like really unexpected... so... why am i so angry? she's like really damn fierce la... the sec one squad doesn't like her la... i think only the seniors some of them gen ta hen shou la... she give commands then i could like hardly tell what she was saying la, cuz she like drag the syllables... anyway... she scolded me la... not realy la... just yelled at me... i didn't noe she was talking to me when she was la... so, you know... and me and my fren were in the toilet complaining about the bad stuff happening and 'he' was like outside wlking around la... so scary... only when we came out then i realised la... so scared noe... but like all other madams... she also like very smiley outside the footdrills and stuff... okay... so i'm new... duo duo zhi jiao ya... okay... buh bye...